Pop the Question!

Friends are getting either engaged or married lately . . . Actually, I want to start a family too, I know you hate kids, me too, but maybe we can try to have a kid one day? Perhaps?

You never pop the question again since 2009, I wasn't ready when you asked me, although I did said yes but these two years I'm ready, and you never ask again . . . I love you but I didn't say it often, if you check this blog, you'll know actually I want to be your wife and YES! I love you! I want to marry you! Ignore all the craps and bad things I've ever said to you, because I don't meant it!

Realize how many times I told you I hate you? I was telling the opposite thing! I meant to said I LOVE YOU! I just . . doesn't want you to feel you've already owned me, and I still need you to asked me again. You don't even have to get another ring, I love love the ring you gave it to me, I don't wear it often because I'm afraid to scratch it! I don't need fancy food and venues, just bring me a dozen of orange roses and give me the ring again, I will say YES!

Silly, you always thought I don't love you and I will leave you one day, I won't! Because I'm in love with you! You're my person, my soulmate! My lover! I never have any problems with your family, I met them and I love your parents too! I know they dislike me but I'm good with elders, as long as you will stand beside me and give me courage, I can face all kind of difficulties for you! Lets build a future together!

I want to have a family here in the US, but I miss my hometown too, maybe we can go back for few years and come back out again! I will do whatever it takes to make this come true, I will give up my hometown citizenship for you! And let's bring our parents here for a better quality of life without crime. I promise I'll be a good girl, I'm all yours, all you have to do is hold me tight and ask..