Missing

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you like crazy, can't stop thinking of you. When I'm walking, working, dreaming, breathing, is all about you. I miss you... Nemo can't make me laugh anymore, sleepless night, endless night.

远方

今天的日子过得好漫长，一个人的世界，吃了就睡，睡醒了就看戏。习惯了总有个人在枕头边，近天却消失了。不知道正在飞机里沉睡的他可会想到我吗？漫长的日子要如何过才可以过的充实？九点钟要回到办公室，却没有雀跃的感觉，也许我已经开始累了。

夜晚时刻，我的手机会甚么时候响呢？在远方的他，可知道我有多想念他吗？漫漫长夜，要如何过，我不知道。

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註冊了這個網址那麼久, 現在終於 Post 東西了. 希望陸續會有更多的 Post Post 吧! 今天有点失落呢,跟了我五年的心情小册子竟然不见了, 原来遗失了东西的感觉是一点都不好受的. 什么时候开始, 我在这繁华的世界里走失自己, 从前的我到哪儿去了? 风铃,你回来了吗?

All we wanna do is to find a way back into love

This one guy, V, he had a 4 years relationship with a girl N until he met J, who gives him a complete definition of love. V is the one shaping N to grow up to become a perfect gf for V. Yes, perfect gf, but V knows deep inside his heart that this girl is not the one he loved, and he convinced himself that true love never exists in life, until he met J again in the summer 2008. J has a best friend V, they known each other for over 5 years, nothing intimacy had ever happened to them because V had B. J used to be a lonely bird, she always wanted a fairy tale. Ever since she was a kid, she realize that there is no such thing in the world. Her heart is broken since long time ago,because of her experience and friends. She had been a free spirit to search for love, but she failed, always fell for the wrong person. She learned, and she move on. Those bad experience had make her believe in no true love. Because of V and B, J convinced herself to try to believe in love. And se did, she went out searching still, fell for the wrong one. There's always been a chemistry attachment between V and J, but J never mentioned anything about it, until the day she got drunk and called V, things had become complicated for V, while J had no idea what went wrong. All the teasing from V, J took it as usual until one day a summer escape, the birthday night, the shooting stars, the airport, starbuck coffee had make them get together.

V is very unsatisfied with one thing about his relationship with J how come he can always tolerate with B, even though it was not true love and be rude to J deep inside V's heart, it's just very struggling because he always wanted to be nice to J but V is a very impatient person he wants to see effective and immediate results, but that's not how J take things work and J is a person that could be very mean when she works and V just don't get used to the fact the he is being ignored more than last time when V is best friend with J probably because they talk too much, and J thinks that is the way that they feel each other together

V appreciate more in depth conversation everyday because he likes to think deep. When this kind of conversation don't spark before night he will be upset because during the 4 years of the relationship, it had always been a one way traffic Because J is just completely the love he has been seeking that he knows he can't let go V doesn't want to change J because he fell in love with J with who J was. V and J's story is something that could happen as rare as seeing Mars hitting the earth and yes they did said that before if they are together Mars and Earth will hit each other. So V shall never let go J, they are just having some technical difficulties here.

V and J is a couple that have very similar characteristics, that love each other very much. J is a more tolerant person, but after being with V(in fact since J is with F) I don't know when J started to be not that tolerate anymore. V is a very selfish person he had closed his heart for being generous for a year from being hurt since what happened back home in summer 2007. Now he is opening his heart to be no selfish anymore but he's very afraid to get hurt J might not realize this but it's always in his heart. V spent all the time and money(even he has little now)trying to make J happy because he feels he has been a better bf to N and very regretful to J and that's why he is not happy everyday. Almost everyday they quarrel. V is the one who bring it up because he is either unsatisfied his performance(trying to get assurance from J) or he just can't get used to the fact that J is asking more and more everyday but now they are tired

All I wanna do is to find a way back into love

J love V,but they always argue out of small things
J used to have nobody next to her when she needed anyone
she had get used to it, and become a free sprite. But ever since V have become a part of her life, she know there is someone out there for her
J had told herself. She could let anyone down, she could let anybody upset or disappointed about her, but just V, not V, J doesn't want V to get up set or anything
J never open her heart to anybody,
but just V, she had let him enter her heart.
the distance, the past
had make them suffer
they argue everyday
J had never argue with anyone, besides V

they both upset with each other
V is worry about the uncertainties, and J is trying to make herself comfortable with the distance relationship
J love him, and she never thinks a call per call will make it enough
they talk at least 8 hours per day and plus the video call
and maybe J is not a person who can express her feeling very well, which could be understand because she grew up in a broken family,
true love never existed before V existence.
J never think of V is needy even though they talk a lot on the phone
but why, when argument came op, needy become one of the issue?
the ex bf thingy and whole lot of J's ignorance personality
make it worse
J is tired of quarrel, so does V, J hope there would be no more quarrel

Way back to love

This is song what we need from what happened the night before yesterday. I think apologizing here is more sincere through text message. Sincere apology from the pig bowl:



[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

oldies

Sweetest

The sun will always shine, the stars will always there. Just like that night, when the shooting star came across the sky. You were there.

I Love You, But You Are Not By My Side

Missing you!

词：李焯雄/陈镇川 曲：王力宏

当世界只剩下这床头灯 你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身 无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分 如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 wo

你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo

你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来 但你不在 不在

时间再按下许多次快门 沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨 孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温 怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认 wo

你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo

你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
　 我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在 wo
　
　 Bridge 那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
　 但你不在 爱已不在 不在
　
　 你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
　 一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
　
　 你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
　 像空气般不存在 再没有痕迹的爱
　 你不在 当我需要你的爱 你不在

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