All we wanna do is to find a way back into love

This one guy, V, he had a 4 years relationship with a girl N until he met J, who gives him a complete definition of love. V is the one shaping N to grow up to become a perfect gf for V. Yes, perfect gf, but V knows deep inside his heart that this girl is not the one he loved, and he convinced himself that true love never exists in life, until he met J again in the summer 2008. J has a best friend V, they known each other for over 5 years, nothing intimacy had ever happened to them because V had B. J used to be a lonely bird, she always wanted a fairy tale. Ever since she was a kid, she realize that there is no such thing in the world. Her heart is broken since long time ago,because of her experience and friends. She had been a free spirit to search for love, but she failed, always fell for the wrong person. She learned, and she move on. Those bad experience had make her believe in no true love. Because of V and B, J convinced herself to try to believe in love. And se did, she went out searching still, fell for the wrong one. There's always been a chemistry attachment between V and J, but J never mentioned anything about it, until the day she got drunk and called V, things had become complicated for V, while J had no idea what went wrong. All the teasing from V, J took it as usual until one day a summer escape, the birthday night, the shooting stars, the airport, starbuck coffee had make them get together.

V is very unsatisfied with one thing about his relationship with J how come he can always tolerate with B, even though it was not true love and be rude to J deep inside V's heart, it's just very struggling because he always wanted to be nice to J but V is a very impatient person he wants to see effective and immediate results, but that's not how J take things work and J is a person that could be very mean when she works and V just don't get used to the fact the he is being ignored more than last time when V is best friend with J probably because they talk too much, and J thinks that is the way that they feel each other together

V appreciate more in depth conversation everyday because he likes to think deep. When this kind of conversation don't spark before night he will be upset because during the 4 years of the relationship, it had always been a one way traffic Because J is just completely the love he has been seeking that he knows he can't let go V doesn't want to change J because he fell in love with J with who J was. V and J's story is something that could happen as rare as seeing Mars hitting the earth and yes they did said that before if they are together Mars and Earth will hit each other. So V shall never let go J, they are just having some technical difficulties here.

V and J is a couple that have very similar characteristics, that love each other very much. J is a more tolerant person, but after being with V(in fact since J is with F) I don't know when J started to be not that tolerate anymore. V is a very selfish person he had closed his heart for being generous for a year from being hurt since what happened back home in summer 2007. Now he is opening his heart to be no selfish anymore but he's very afraid to get hurt J might not realize this but it's always in his heart. V spent all the time and money(even he has little now)trying to make J happy because he feels he has been a better bf to N and very regretful to J and that's why he is not happy everyday. Almost everyday they quarrel. V is the one who bring it up because he is either unsatisfied his performance(trying to get assurance from J) or he just can't get used to the fact that J is asking more and more everyday but now they are tired

All I wanna do is to find a way back into love

J love V,but they always argue out of small things
J used to have nobody next to her when she needed anyone
she had get used to it, and become a free sprite. But ever since V have become a part of her life, she know there is someone out there for her
J had told herself. She could let anyone down, she could let anybody upset or disappointed about her, but just V, not V, J doesn't want V to get up set or anything
J never open her heart to anybody,
but just V, she had let him enter her heart.
the distance, the past
had make them suffer
they argue everyday
J had never argue with anyone, besides V

they both upset with each other
V is worry about the uncertainties, and J is trying to make herself comfortable with the distance relationship
J love him, and she never thinks a call per call will make it enough
they talk at least 8 hours per day and plus the video call
and maybe J is not a person who can express her feeling very well, which could be understand because she grew up in a broken family,
true love never existed before V existence.
J never think of V is needy even though they talk a lot on the phone
but why, when argument came op, needy become one of the issue?
the ex bf thingy and whole lot of J's ignorance personality
make it worse
J is tired of quarrel, so does V, J hope there would be no more quarrel